isihati seorang pemerhati

dah lame wasenye xupdate benda ALLAH ni...sebab byk sgt keje, so xkesempatan la...

rase2nye dah update kot...haha

i really2 miss my old school's life, where i can doanything and be anything i like, with all of my friends...
there's a lot of things i did there which is...:

a. tido..
b. aniaya kawan2
c. lompat pagar..
d. hadiri mesyuarat badan pengawas dan PRS...
e. buat hal2 bodoh ngan mat jeng(kalau kenal, senyap ye)
f. mengendalikan kem jati diri untuk adik2...
   pergi 'bercuti'...hahaha, this one i really2 miss a lot, actually it's not a vacation, but attending a sbp's course or competition, or a visit to other school..
g. joking with teachers...especially ayah wan, teacher malina(there's funny story with t. malina, me and my funny pal, luqmanul hakim adnan when we are f.3), t. roslina
h. talking nonsense with my girl's classmate...hehe, selalu kot...cakap sal 'tttuuuuttt'
i. breaking rules...one of my fav..
j. wearing a prefect's uniform to school everyday...'hensem kot', especially when wearing with blazers...hehe
k. listen to luahan hati adik2, especially the girls...ish3...(kerahsian satu keutamaan)
l. and lastly, life as a student...

how i wish i could travel back to that time, and aappreciate the time wisely...
hopefully, there will be someone who will invent a time machine...i can 'borrow' it...


but now, i know i must face the reality, that all of that had passed already...and i must continue my life still as students, but uni's student...

to all my frens, batch 0509, wish you all know how i missed our moments together...
love u all~~~~

why's this happen to me, OH MY ALLAH...
I want to stop being jerk and play with other's feeling, I want to change!!!
but still, it's hard for me to change the old habit...

I don't know what to do!!!
memang susah nak mengikis tabiat lame ni...
but i had promise to someone that I want to change...
and she always support me and always give me advice when i'm in trouble...~~~
but sorry, i had dissapointed her...
and i still remember her last advice to me when i tried to repeat the 'stupid habit'...

'WHAT GOES AROUND, COMES AROUND'
APA YANG KAU BUAT, KAU AKAN DAPAT BALIK'

dan itu juga adalah hukum karma masa kini
'buat baik dibalas baik, buat jahat dibalas jahat'

so, the conclusion is, sorry to all my friends that i had being 'naughty' to all of you...
I promise that i'll change after this, no more fake relationship, searching for a true one...

i'm just a humble and weak person live in this ALLAH's earth searching for some knowledge with the experience, and still can't escape from doing mistake...

and now, i'm in dilemma on how to explain to all my 'friends' for what i had done...
hopefully, they will forgive me for everything i had done...

it's not what i am, but it's what i think...

and hopefully, we'll be friends once again...

*p/s: dont look at me as bad person, but as human that doing mistake...
        i'll responsible for what i had done...if all of you want to hate me, i'll accept it as a punishment for my             attitude before...

pastu orang yang masuk blog ku ni cakap x cantik kan...
hehe...memang la sengaja pown buat camni~~~

sebab...

'SIMPLICITY IS MY CHOICE'

bak kata kawan2 kat skolah dulu,

"ASYRAF, HIDUP KO MEMANG 'LIFE IS EASY LAAA....'...."

hehehehehehe.....so xyah nak serabut kepala hias2 blog...bukannye dapat hadiah pown dari internet....
tapi aku memang mengaku lah, simple habis....xsecantik blog2 kawan2 ku yang lain...

'this is my site site, and suka hati mak bapak akulah nak buat ape pown dgn benda ALLAH ni'....hehe
(xmarah, nasihat je)...

pape pown chillex je....
and now, DOTA LOKKK!!!

*dota ialah sejenis permainan yang direka oleh hamba ALLAH kepada hamba ALLAH yang len....

x ku sangka, terpaksa meneruskan pengajian di 'bumi kenyalang' selama 4 tahun lagi...
walaupun pada mulanye, memang xleh terima, tp nak buat macamana, redha je lah...
law komplain2 n pk2, bukannye leh mengubah keputusan pown...

'YAKINLAH, ALLAH MEMPUNYAI PERANCANGAN YANG TERBAIK UNTUK KITE....'

perancangan terbaik???pe tu??....

....mungkin aku akan lebih berjaya kot disini...
ataupun....

 jumpe jodoh ke kat sini...hehehehe...(mengarut di malam hari)...

pape pown, apa yang akan terjadi, aku akan terima je ngan hati yang redho....

ayuh 'UNIMASKU GEMILANG'...

*p/s: lagu unimas pown x ingat lagi...hehe....


*ni logo universiti ku...


*ni plak pintu masuk kampus timur, kediaman ku buat masa ni...

SANDKING!!!..mesti korang pelik kn knpe ak post 'sandking' ni..actly..sandking ni 'pet' baru ak..ala...yg ade sengat 2..dlam bhs terengganu 'skorpiong'..ha! bru jumpe bende 2 beberapa hari lepas..tibe2 msuk dlm bilik ak..orang kate..dye bru datang serawak naik flight..dan checkin kat bilik ak..ak cari luggage dye..tp x jmpe pn.. -_-"

Jd..ak sbagai landlord..pn menerima kunjungan 'sandking' tu degn tagn terbuka dan menyediakan 'bilik khas'..siap dengan gua dan kolam renang..mmg mewah..patut la dye dtg bilik ak ni..mcm tw2 je..plus..makanan yg disediakn mmg enak..bak kate orang putih..fresh from ladang..mmg fresh..pnat mencari makanan dye kat semak..tup..tup..tup..jmpe seekor je...nsib baek jmpe seekor je..drp x jmpe..
marah 'sandking' 2 kang x dpt mkn..hahaha! kalu marah..kne jual la alamatnye..

-btw, thanx to afee kerana sanggup meredah 'HUTAN BELANTARA' mencari cengkerik...(biarpun dalam tandas je)...hahahaha
-thanx also to my rummate kerana cool je ble aku bwk balik benda ni...walaupun cuak gak...hehe


*p/s:dulu aku adabela hamster, tp aku rasa it's so 'girly'....so i started to keep 'SANDKING' as my new pet...hehehehe



macam ni lah bentuk dy....it's so 'cute' and manja...

i don't know why i can't sleep tonight...it's 3 am, and still not sleepy...

thanx to my best pal, REDZUAN RAZALI, kerana sanggup temankan aku...nasib baik ko kelawar...hahahaha
and tonite, kitorang sembang2, macam bincang masalah dunia la plak gayanye...heeee
sampailah pukul 4.30 pagi...and 1 solution came to my mind on how to spend rest of the monite...

and the solution is...

DOTA LOKKKK!!!!........hahahaha...like that man...


btw, thanx to REDZUAN RAZALI...for the teman2 thing....heeee....

you are my best pal ever, KAMCING SIALLLL.....heee


*sape2 nak 'kenal' dia, blh inbox saye ye....huuuuu....XDDDDDD